Arianrhod's Silver Wheel of Time

Apr 29, 20097 min read

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Published: Apr 29, 2009

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May the Blessings of the Lord and Lady shine upon thee, dear Watchers and Visitors!

As the Tittle says, for those who know the gaelic myth of my Goddess, Arianrhod, She's the Queen of Heaven, Maiden and Mother, Goddess of the Full Moon, Lady of the Stars, Keeper of Time, Guardian of the Karmic Cicle. For the normal people, She's the Moon when it's full and bright in the Domain of Nix.

So, I want to share with you some news. Remember the emo-like journals (I mean, the January and the April the 10th journal)?
Very well, so I'm reaching, no... In fact I reached to some conclusions I've been resolving since January.

1 - The mood in home with parents and stuff wasn't the best, and it isn't the best right now;
2 - Since I came back from my failure in Barcelona (mea culpa

) my mother doesn't stops to throw me that to my face. And I'm getting hath sick of that;
3 - Andorra... It's beautiful by it's mountains, by it's Natural paths and by the presence of the Mother in those places, but honestly.. Such beauty it's tainted if you go to the city;
4 - Andorra, mora than a country, it's a giant Shop, where the law is clear: "if you don't work and you can't find a job in two months, you have no right to go to the doctor, the Social security doesn't pays your medicine, and you can simply die in pain, if you don't have a f*cking job (I guess that it's like this in almost everywhere) or "When you have to renew your documentation, if you didn't worked for two months two choices: if you have somewhat 4 years in Andorra, pay them again. If not, you can go back to the country you cam from". And I'm far concerned that they won't have mercy on me, it's the second time that I can't find a job in this country. Like a Big shop: if you don't give nothing to andorra or work for Andorra, you're fired;
6 - My parents wanna go back to Portugal. Before, I was somewhat happy, but seeing how things are, and since my mother in moments of pure rage sees me as a "nuisance" sionce she wants to live calmly... So I want that too.

Yes, I'm preparing the things to move again to Barcelona, and this time with no backup plans including the family. I know it's quite hard what awaits me there, and I'm very concerned for the terrible discusion I'll raise at home, but for me, I had enough from running away with my parents, and I don't wanna be a "nuisance" to them. They wish to live peacefully without worrying about me. I'll live my life with my own rules and wiht a bit of help from my beloved friends I made there last year.

But seriously... If it weren't for my friends... It's quite possible that I wouldn't prepare myself to move to Barcelona. A new era has come: my Own Adventure it's about to begin.

Without return.

BARCELONA, WAIT FOR ME YOU BIATCH!!!!! XD

Blesed be folks! )O(